Okay I know some of you have been wondering where I have been or why so quiet, well I'll share, a whole new way to go shopping without needing your wallet.

Someone said it was like Secondlife and since that won't work on my computer I guess this is the next best thing.






Yeah I know I've been having to much fun again but incase your interested I'll leave this here, heck I had to have it sent to me, never knew there was a place like this before

Had to add something, just for amusement, think about this next time you think your not perfect.

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=14537

If that is perfection, I think I am happy being me.

Okay so I have my place in decent shape and almost have a place for everything, got my internet back and RPing like a fiend where ever I can get it ..... so why is it that I still don't feel content. Well today finally filled me in on what the problem is, a friend of mine from the shelter came over, the sweet heart that she is and brought me a house warming present, now come Saturday I will have been here 2 weeks and this was the first time she'd made it over to see what I had done with the place.

Now I'll admit I'm not much for mushy stuff but god it's good to see her. She comes in with bags which kinda confuses me but here she'd gone and got me house warming presents ..... someone I've known maybe since Christmas went out and got me things for my house.

So say a whole 3 months .... how well is someone gonna know you in 3 months in a place you really want to stay away from people in because you never know what they've been into or what kind of trouble they carry, well bamboo place mats that match the kitchen/living room perfectly was the first one. Okay so I kept a bamboo plant in my room and still swear that's why me and the kids never got sick, fresh oxygen in a place you can't open a window in helped so I could see how she knew that.

Then she gives me this three big ball candle volitare, with amber colored leaves .... second thing that matches in with the living room .... how'd she know I loved candles in a place we were not allowed them, or smelly stuff either, lets face it scent free sucks which leads to the third piece, a fragrance diffuser tea light candle warmer.

Someone that is in a shelter to figure out her problems and get them straightened out (since we are told not to worry about everyone else, do what we need to do to further ourselves and let others progress at their own speed) took time out to buy me things for my place along with snagging me some Sugar Twin and Coffee Mate for when she comes to visit next was my first guest in this place now that it's all arranged and she thought of things I had lost that no one else has done in the 2 weeks I have been here.

Okay .... the other sad thing, I have given up on finding my old can opener and went out to get a new one ..... god knows that at $12.99 plus taxes they must be lined with gold or something, and that wasn't the most expensive one, just a good sturdy one that should last (for the cost of it) a good while, course it was also the heaviest one between the choice of 4 of them but the $10.99 one looked like it would break on the first fall.

Alright, I'm back *bouncey* Got a nice 3 bedroom apartment, and the net, all I have to do is fix the car and it'll be like the last 5 months were not the absolute hell that they were .... okay so that's pushing it I know

Okay so that's just cause it is the 25th, haven't been much in the Christmas spirit.

Replaced the Playstation which the cops are still after Mom for, working at getting an apartment on college res, which gets me my net and cable along with my phone included in the rent, but there is a good reason for that, thinking about a nice healthy dose of high school upgrading and then a Social Workers course, this whole thing has really had me looking at where else Social Workers are used other then Welfare and baby snatchers .... there really are more then just the two but I never knew where to look till recently.

Other then that I think things are good so with luck I should be back soon, yay for being home.

Yay, been in a shelter from the 20th of October to date and finally a light at the end of the tunnel, got a plane ticket home for the 14th of November, before my oldest son's birthday, with my cats and everything.

Guess I should be more entusiastic, gave up half my stuff to come here and now I'll be glad to get home to my stuff or what's left of it but being up last night will a killer tooth ache just ripped the energy right outta me, not to mention the lack of the ever present stress has me groggy and ready for a nap.

The best news I have .... is now I can catch up on my stories which I have been dying to read, to bad you never get enough time in a library.

Okay, off to see if I can find another book, it's dull being stuck without a computer but man what it does for my imagination.

Later guys

Yay I made it to Alberta, and now I am going home.

I'd let everyone in on all the nasty details but I don't think you guys deserve that kinda abuse, lets just say blood and water are about equal in their thickness, and if I wanted abuse from a man I'd get married.

So me and the wee ones are holed up in a woman's shelter, with no family suport out here and attempting to go back to Ontario with no place to return too ..... it is really enough to give someone a complex but I keep my happy mask on and trying to figure out exactly where to go from here, looks like a homeless shelter which just nailed the phone # for. Have to go get a phone card and call to arrange a place to stay, my old landlord has that place rented as of the 15th, my brother is staying with my Dad which was arranged before all this came up so I won't disturb that arrangement and I don't think I could stand to live under the same roof as my ex in any manner of normal life so I just keep getting things in line just as quick as I can.

Sad too cause I wanted to meet everyone out here, well it's been a little over 2 weeks here, over a week in a shelter and so far I haven't managed to slip into the wrong spot and get stuck so I must be doing something right on blind faith.

I'll keep you guys posted

Okay so my day as Friday the 13th is not going so well, first the car decided to be a pig, easily solved by my hero Dad, he walked over, took it outta park and put it back in and guess what, it starts ..... duh.

Call Drak, the one that was moving to Alberta at the end of the month to get told they are not moving now, guess the credit card company she jewed a few years ago found her, and demanded money, okay good that they get paid but this happened back in August I find out for christ sake, that starts complication #1 cause my ex husband and her have 2 of my kids, and were going to be bringing my stuff down too when they moved, Momma cat included, so this is the begining of a bad day, we can see this already but going back to bed is not an option when you have so much to do .... I hate today already.

Call my landlord and personal friend to let him know I am going to get our baby kittens food to get complication number two ... his Mother wants me to take the mother of the 7 week old kittens with me on the plane, she is even willing to pay for the cat to go and got a cage to take her, sounds all good and sweet but hell ain't I pushing Mom's good will with two cats, it's not like I am moving into my own place right away.

Then Gramma and her cling fit, she hadda go out for lunch, now okay finally one thing is normal in the day ..... yeah till later on this evening where she calls me up and starts crying on the phone cause I am trying to make a life for me and my now 2 kids since that is all that will be going this year. So now I am stuck with no place to put my stuff and a cat problem, that waylaid any storage packing for 3 hours till Dad calls up, he's gonna take what is here to his place, well thank god for one small stress relieved, not like there is much left, I liquidated most of it, but both Dad and Luke agree, not to give the car to someone that isn't going to Alberta, so Dad gets that fun chore as well, cripse I hope he don't try to drive it, the insurance is off it.

So now it's like 11 and I was a bitch, I took the other two's blankets and some of their teddies over to them, being Mommy what else do you do, start a fight with a bunch of asswipes that didn't have the decence to tell you before the last 24 hours ..... nope, just played nice and curbed the reaming I wanted to issue onhis arse cause she was long gone, surprise to him I only just found out about this change in plans, surprise to the kids that I am leaving at 3 am and they won't be comming, I thought we had almost made it back to friends but my hate grows for shit like that.

Get home to find my elusive RP partner has of course once again ditched me, to go camping, my last night here too, by 2 am I intend to have my hard drive and DVD burner in my purse and be loading the last wee bits into the car.

So am I in hate mode right now, lets just say if I don't find something to take it out on I will be taking all the storms to Alberta.

This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota,
Florida--lol~!

An elderly Floridalady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car,
found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her
shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her
voice, "I have a gun, and I know how to use it! Get out of the car!"

The four men didn't wait for a second invitation. They got out and ran like
mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into
the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken
that she could not get her key into the ignition.

She tried and tried, and then it dawned on her why... For the same reason
she did not understand why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12
packs in the front seat...

A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five
spaces farther down.
She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to
report her mistake. The sergeant to whom she told the story couldn't stop
laughing.

He pointed to the other end of the counter, where four pale men were
reporting a car jacking by a mad, elderly woman described as white, less than five
feet tall, glasses, curly white hair and carrying a large handgun.

No charges were filed.

MORAL OF THE STORY?

If you're going to have a Senior Moment, make it memorable.





You see why I love my e-mails, sifting through all the stock notices and viagra advertising I get a gem like this that keeps me laughing even when I'm not sure I wanna be awake.

It's always a good thing to send a sick person a smile like this.

All I can say is 6 1/2 hours behind a paint scraper hurts like hell.

Okay so I am glad Dad felt I could handle it all on my own and left me to do that, it was great fun, the broom handle broke but I had no problem getting the scraper modified once I made a trip for duct tape, painters tape just isn't worth working with when your gerry rigging a pole to a scraper.

Took me an hour to sweep up all the paint chips and thank god military field pants are made in two layers, saved my knees on the concrete.

Now just to settle back with a Mudshake and wait till the parade starts tonight, thank god for roomies, he gets to make supper tonight.

Okay now I am scared, just cause Draco has issues and shouldn't be hated for how he was raised I'm the one who's in love ...... just scary

Take the Role-Playing Stereotype quiz.



Hmmmm .... and I'm surprised right *snickers*

Okay so I am a bit freaked out.

I come back from Alberta, gotta love the guilt trips one can get handed, my Mom as usual wants me to go to Alberta and get a 'real job'.

I just love what she terms as a real job, course it's only real if your making over $25 an hour ..... hello ..... highschool drop outs don't make no $25 an hour hunny.

Supose to drop everything, all my stuff and just move out there, said I could do it in a week ..... yeah right. So I get back and tell my ex and my wife (ongoing joke, she is the mother of my children since he has 2 of my 4 living there) and guess what, they are interested in going too, but only after his seasonal work cuts out in November, so we know how well this will go over but hey, I get to see my kids still on a regular basis so I can help out with a place and to get them set up with jobs right.

Not according to my mother, no big surprise.

Got back Thursday at about 2:30 am, course I am wound so drop my car off at the service center since it needs an e-test before I can put a sticker back on it then go to my wifes house, instead of just 2 kids I came home hauling all 4 kids. No problem, I can deal with it.

The house of course is no wonderful sight as I've been gone for 2 weeks, 4 kids running through it and lets not count the 5 kittens we hadda rescue out of a window sill sleeping in a garbage bag.

Now this is where things are starting to get to me, I'm not moving fast enough from my Mom and dealing with 2 kittens that are anemic now due to a flea infestation, the heat wave really increased their numbers and guess what, no spray for them.

So I am expecting one to pass away during the night if not both of them now. Wake up today, have a 9:30 appointment, babysit my wifes kids at 11 am and help get a fridge out to my uncle, well so much for cleaning the house but that's fine, can do that tomorrow, not like the fleas can get much worse.

Relocated the kittens upstairs, a room with no carpets and towels for easy washing, make my 9:30 appointment, get out the bike (what an instrument of torture that is after a few years of not riding) and go to babysit the kids, to find my ex at home and having missed my wife by 5 minutes ...... like a phone call couldn't have been placed and left on my machine.

So home I ride, dealing with an arse now that even Starr couldn't sympathize with to call Gramma and deliver the fridge, she did say about noon. No truck till 4 pm, kids at the club and have to be picked up at 5:30 and a 2 hour tour in my future. Thank god for thoughtless wives ...... after all by this point she owes me right ?

So finally think the day is settling down, go to grab fresh towels to give the two sick ones another bath and hear a mewing in the bathroom, well be damned if the butterball didn't just pop out 6 kittens right in front of my eyes .... maybe I should just dump all the stress and run a fertillity clinic here.

Worst part is that since I only get paid on Fridays this is bound to get worse before it gets better, so much for budgeting and planning out Kingdom Hearts 2, okay so the guide wasn't something I had expected to find and I splurged, better then having the kids bug me to look up a walk through and print it but man ...... I need a vacation from my vacation.

Yay ...... 4 days notikce to go to Alberta, thanks Mom.

So yeah, will be leaving on the 27th till the 9th it looks like, I just hope this means from home to the airport and the return once I get back is covered, last trip wasn't such a fun trip waiting in the airport for my car to show up *sighs* *bangs head off the wall*

I dunno what I did that was so right the last time I was down there but the 'Other Brat' wants me there for her wedding now, guessin I was Brat #1.

Ask for a simple pair of pants for your birthday and instead get handed a plane ticket to Alberta and pretty much a 2 week vacation with 3 days to pack, clean the house up and less then 24 hours to take the wee ones, man no wonder I didn't sleep last night.

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This is so so messed ....... but heck, she was a chick with balls none the less

First it was the orange soda, have two feet that are ballooned, I really hate red food dyes and then I have to go putting one of my blades into my hand. Freaked the kids out with the blood course I barely noticed it really till I try to hold a smoke ..... this is my happy weekend *shakes head*

Okay so water has to be limited which sucks, seems drinking even coffee ...... yes coffee not pop is not helping, and it tastes like moo poo too.

Oh well, Mother's day or not the first poor bugger that moves within two feet of me tomorrow had better have body armour on, Mother's Day means getting to sleep in, at least I think it's a better present then going to the walk in clinic ...... that is the last place I want to spend my afternoon.

/bitchfest

Now here's a giggle for ya all, not that he wouldn't be worth it but just to meet Criss Angel and be on TV ...... the word ouch comes to mind, much easier to oggle him in the crowd

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=6622901469

This is why you shouldn't leave black and whites laying about, okay so I am no expert in coloring on the computer but ..... well till I can load the whole version this will have to be a big enough tease


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First day I get this journal and guess who I got *snickerdies*

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Okay so I did it, I finally got one as well, but hey I guess even late it's cool.

Now just to track everyone else down in here @_@ This could take all night *snicker*